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just in case I want it baaack

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 04:38:44 GMT

-A Fire Inside

-azure ray

-the softies

beep beep

-The Early November

-Bayside

-Hot Hot Heat

HelloGoodbye

-Taking Back Sunday

-the BLED

-the BLOOD BROTHERS

-ratatat

-The Capricorns

-the ROCKET SUMMER

Action Action

-bleeding through

RILO KILEY

-dashboard confessional

-fall out boy

tegan and sara

the mates of state

jimmy eat world

FROU FROU

-Senses Fail

-death cab for cutie

-the USED

-saosin

-as I lay dying

-a static lullaby

-finch

-ATREYU

-further seems forever

-the CURE

-norma jean

divided they fall

-from first to last

-iscariot

-the FAINT

-LE TIGRE

-thrice

-Yellowcard

-interpol

-bright eyes

-lola ray

-the dillinger escape plan

-My Chemical Romance

-Hawthorne Heights

-something corporate

-coheed & cambria

-the starting line

-MUSE

-unwritten law

-sum 41

-rise against

-matchbook romance

-straylight run

-sugarcult

- the all american rejects

-T.A.T.U.

-underOATH

-unEARTH

-avenged sevenfold

-walls of jericho

-dead poetic

-pretty girls make graves

-JET

-snow patrol

-chevelle

-hoobastank

-lost prophets

-EMERY

-the postal service

-the RAPTURE

-pedro the lion

-funeral for a friend

-the AQUABATS

-bydeath'sdesign

-from autumn to ashes

-linkin park

-weezer

-letter kills

-keane

-Sarah McLachlan

-TLC

-chinese stars

-evanescence

-jewel

-destiny's child

-frankie J

-whitney houston

-MADONNA

-britney spears

-maroon 5

-styx

-QUEEN

-led zepplin

-jimi hendrix

-etta james

-moby

-blu cantrell

-frank sinatra

-CHEAP TRICK

-tears for fears

-the RAMONES

-the deftones

-the strokes

-martina mcbride

-leann womack

-kelly clarkson

-CIARA

-ashlee simpson( some)

-THE BEATLES

-the smashing pumkins

- 1 song from slipknot

Edith Piaf (amazing)

-I am mondo eclectic...I ♥ EVERYTHING

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everyone needs to read my previous entry.

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 08:26:55 GMT

It can be for your own benefit.
don't be alone.
don't carry a lot of cash.
don't talk to strangers.
don't be in dark places at night.
DUCK.
always carry a cell phone.
never give up cell phone.
don't fucking go to lewis park ever ever.
don't trust NIGGERS.
black people don't apply.
I mean NIGGERS.

seriously though, read my previous entry, don't have to comment.
but it would be nice to get some feedback.

<3

last night I was almost murdered...

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 00:01:52 GMT

Katie and I were hanging out at lewis family park around 12:30 am. We were smoking cigarettes, and talking about the ironies of life... when this car slowley pulled in front of our car... turned around, and then came back... I had a bad feeling so I told KT to duck behind the picnic bench... which we did... then two niggers came out of the car, and by niggers I don't mean black people, I mean niggers... the came over to us... we were scared out of our minds... asked if we smoked "tree's" ... we told then that we don't smoke drugs... only cigs. They turned around and headed back to the car... KT told me they were coming back, and then I was engulfed in goosebumps... My heart was beating so fast. They said "don't turn around, empty your pockets and put everything on the floor." I was nearly crying... the barrel of a shot gun was staring straight at me... and I thought to myself.. "is this my life?... is this how it's going to end?" Kt gave them her car keys and cell phone, while all I emptied was my chapstick and listerine strips... I had my cell phone, and I was praying to god that it didn't ring... I decided not to take it out... they then told us to get naked and give them our clothes... so many memories were going through my mind... "why are they doing this... what did I do?" the two armed niggers left the scene... and as they got into the car, they fired 3 shots from a 22 calibur pistol... which by the way can penitrate through the skull... and it almost did... one of the bullets flew no more than 6 inches from my head... I could be dead, a body the corriner was going to collect, where they called my mom... and asked if she could identify the body. We ran across the street and I called 911 with my refugee cell phone... the cops were there in what seemed like an eternity... when in reality was 5 minutes... we wrote down our death defying story... we narily escaped being another statistic... I believe it was a test of integrity... how ironic it was 10 minutes before... we were talking about living life day by day, and how we took many things for granted... we went to identify one of the suspects... it was him, they crashed their car in front of their house, which by the way was off of hollywood in an upper middle class estate. How disgusting, this world is. It was 12:45, and that was already the 84th crime since midnight.

I need more friends haha.

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 23:30:39 GMT

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet renee___? through myspace, and then the MOVIES.
2.~What would you do if you had never met crazy_lil_mofo? feel a major void.
3.~What do you honestly think of renee___? Love her. she's super cool.<3
4.~Would or did renee___ and renee___ go out? uhm. ok?
5.~Have you ever liked myfinal_thought? can't remember
6.~If blackplasticbag died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? sonny, now you can go back with your master lucifer.
7.~Would aimeeface and renee___ make a good couple? um. no
8.~Describe _lovejoey in 3 words: AMAZING, CRAZY, OUTSPOKEN.
9.~Do you think renee___ is hot? chyea bra, like ubber hott.
10.~Would blackplasticbag and renee___ make a lovely couple? no.
11.~What do you think of when you see renee___? pretty eyes, nigger lips.
12.~Tell me something humiliating about renee___: no. none of yo damn business.
13.~Do you know any of let_skies_bleed's family members? yes.
14.~What's renee___'s favorite color? green?
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is renee___? 464257245
16.~What would you do if ___razzle just professed their undying love for you? hahaha my twin bitch? I think not.
17.~What language does renee___ speak? english.
18.~Who is renee___ going out with? nobody right now.
19.~Is renee___ a boy or a girl? gir
20.~Would renee___ and ___razzle make a good couple? no.
21.~Who do you think renee___ would be great with from this list? she know everyone.
22.~When was the last time you talked to renee___? yesterday?
23.~What is myfinal_thought's favorite band? fuck. I dunno. roli kiley?
24.~Does aimeeface have any siblings? ......yes?
25.~Would you ever date let_skies_bleed? hahaha no.
26.~Would you ever date _lovejoey? no. she's my best friend.
27.~Is renee___ single? yup.
28.~What is renee___'s last name? jaime
29.~What is renee___'s middle name? A S H L E Y
30~What is renee___'s fantasy? go to Italy.
31.~Where does renee___ live? next street.
32.~Would you make out with renee___? hahaha ?
33.~Are crazy_lil_mofo and let_skies_bleed best friends? no.
34.~Does _lovejoey like renee___? in a friendly way.
35.~How did you meet renee___? movies and myspace.
36.~Is renee___ older than you? a month
37.~Is renee___ the sexiest person alive? omg totally.

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 09:01:45 GMT

A lot has been going on in my life...
I'm single once again... broke up because my friends come first...
it seems as though, I am the only person I know who continues to put their friends before their relationships.. because look at how many relationships we've all been through... and look at who is STILL our best friend... it's selfish to put lust before love (friend love). It makes things so complicated... oh well, i'll continue to live by my philosophy... and loath.
I've also been in a lot of fights with my two best friends... my life is a wreck... and I don't know what to do.. I quit my damn job... applied for a credit card... told my parents I AM going to move out as soon as I find a good paying job that I can handle. I need to get out on my own and learn how to live life.. and make my own mistakes... and learn from them. It's a tornado.
After my break up... I felt that there will never be anyone out there for me that can accept everything that I am and still say they want to be with me... I'll continue to view relationships this way until i'm proven wrong. I just want a stable life... that includes a little love... not just a summer fling... which is what i'm cursed with.
here's a list of my goals for the duration of 2005.
1. find a good job, at least $10.00 an hour.
2. move out
3. find the almost perfect relationship
4. find time for the rest of my life.
5. balance all of this with college.
6. collllllege.
7. maintain a 4.0 in college ($%&@$).
8. get my lisence.
9. get a car.
10. prioritize.

that should cover the tip of the iceberg.
<3

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 22:42:45 GMT

I miss all my friends.
JOEY!!!!!, renee, deanna, my twin bitch.... everyone.
it sucks having a job. I can never hang out with them anymore.
we must plan a date or something... yes?
let me know loves...<3

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 14:49:04 GMT

I got a fucking tattoo.
on my right sex line (lower stomach)
so excited.

the reason i'm nervous is because I am prbably going to have surgery today.
fuck I don't want it.

%#^&#%^7

<3

I needs me a JOB

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 00:14:48 GMT

I need a damn job.
can anyone get me a job with an income higher than min?
Maybe $7.00 plus?

other than that... been bored lately. a few of my friends have been letting me down and some new cunts are gonna get dealt with. anyone wanna go to a strip club?
<3

$^&7

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 15:48:53 GMT

I'm going to the DMV today.
other than that, a lot of bullshit in my family.
fuckers.
I need to see my friends because they make me smilezzz.
I miss you guys.
♥

18 much?

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 05:51:03 GMT

So like...
my 18th birthday is tomorrow... and I am so excited.
STRIP CLUB HERE I COME.
I hope all of you remember... my party is tomorrow at my house and you all better be there... because all of my lj. friends are people I like... unlike my mysapce where I don't know half of them personally.
well, send me love... and that's not a joke... I'll fucking kill all of you if you forget.. because I am the nigger who remembers all of your birthdays... shit.

well, love you all nigga.

<333

another late night.

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 11:24:52 GMT

I just got back from a party.
No alcohol for me.
it fucking tastes like shit, but my parents think i'm some huge alcoholic. Oh well, what am I going to do? I don't even drink... A few times, such as graduation... but who doesn't have fun celebrating their HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION?...

lame.

so are the people who read my bulletins and find it nice and sweet to fucking tell my anul parents about that shit I write in my own fucking myspace.

It's thundering outside, I think that's so hotttt.
I wanna take a gorgeous girl to the top of the hollywood "hills" on a night when it's thundering, just looking out at my beautiful city... and just enjoy her wonderful company ;)

well, i'm going to go to bed now... I haven't had much sleep lately. It's about time I caught up on it.

<3

life. death. and its theme songs.

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 00:23:36 GMT

I'm contemplating a lot in my life right now, where it's going, what i'm going to do with myself, true friends... relationships haha, that word was not in my vocabulary for quite some time. I have a lot of grown up decisions to make in my near future. I'll be 18 years old, a legal adult in 12 days. I'm not registered for school, i've yet to get a 9-5 job, my room is messy ... my life is in shambles. I don't know what's going on, mid life crisis?... maybe it's just cramps. Feels like I only have a few real friends. I try so hard to keep the one's I have, but sometimes it seems like my efforts are worthless. People just don't care like they use to. It's so sad to think what this world is going to be like in the coming generations, i'm not all that sure I want to whitness it either. Music is my only aphrodigiac, there are so many songs that just go with my life. I can't stop listening to them. Life would be boring if there was so theme song to everything we go through. Life's just one big movie, what would it be like if there was no fast pace songs playing during the action sequences, if there were no tear jerking songs playing during the death scenes... and especially, if there was no romantic sonnet playing when the meant to be together couple finally realized, that they were meant to be together. makes me wonder...

blood brothers

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 21:54:59 GMT

So last night was one of the best shows i've ever been to. Blooooood Brothers are so damn good.
I was so drenched with sweat and my hair was so curley because of the sweat... it was so much fun.
A little bit of drama sparked up, Not mentioning anything... I was a little scared for a few of my friends because I didn't want to see anything happen to them, such as going to jail. I mean, I love her to death but she has to learn not to get so emotional and worked up, i'm one to talk though.... I am the exact same way... We are so alike, I guess that's part of what makes us such good friends. We're so interesting... but back to my wonderful night... so after the show we're all outside of jillians talking and i'm trying to resolve this shit... eventually we have to leave... so we go on freemont street and see a few friends, weird, but we keep on going, we go to some downtown casino and all these ladies are telling me how cute I am with my braces haha. It's great... we leave the casino and then head to In N Out. where we suprisingly meet a few of our friends we just 30 minutes before said goodbye to. we eat, talk... I say nigger in front of a few buff ass black guys... and then we leave.. it's about 11:30, erica has to be home at 12. so we go to winterwood park, it's so erie at night... no lights or anything... I almost died climbing up the roof haha. KT saved my life. We go home. nights over. :]
I had so much fun.

graduation day.

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 19:06:54 GMT

So today is my High School graduation... Why am I not nervous? Maybe it will come to me later on. It's just not that exciting for me to know a major part of my life is over. When they start playing pomp and circumstance I am going to be so sad, I may even cry. High School is over, it's just so had to believe.
In other news, so many of my G. friends are absolutley,horribly fake... it makes me sick. I can't stand people who are fake.... I talk shit, i'll admit that... but every fucking word I say behind someone's back, I plan to say to their face. But the other day when Katie,Sara, and I were venting about my best friend Erica, I kept saying "it's gonna feel so good to say this to her face, it's something that needs to be done because she's pissing me off, therefore I need to let her know exactly what it is she's doing" but the two of them were not so sure.... they kept saying "don't tell her what we said" I asked why, and their lame fucking response was "I don't wanna hurt her feelings". whatever fucking bitche's. At least my other friends are straight the fuck up like me... no shit talking is really necessary because if we don't like you, then we're not going to waste our time talking about your stank ass. Oh well, I don't need this fucking drama on my graduation day. I hope to see everyone I care about there... You'll know that I care about you if you're on my myspace page... all those people I care about... wish me luck at graduation.

<3

yet another L.J.

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 17:44:59 GMT

So this is like my 4th L.J. I needed to get one, so I can keep up with all of the drama and shit.
I'm going to try and write in it as much as possible. Which might just be a lot. I have shit to do, graduation is tomorrow, I am SUPPOSED to get my hair done today... let's see if that goes according to plan.